PRINCESS ~ Expect things Tat Is Unexpected

The Princess Is Back In Town!!!!

I guess by now, everyone noes it the

Princess recently had a break up..

Yes, she cried but she managed to hide it..

She's been deceived,been cheated.

She's hurt,She's bitten, She's Crushed

but all tat makes her stronger....

School....

Well, I just graduated from ITE few months ago..Wee...Yes, I managed to get into polytechnic and it's REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC..Though its not my ideal poly but wat matter most I'm able to continue my studies. I'm in INTEGRATED EVENTS MANAGEMENT. Hmm..school has been great with all my everlasting funny classmates.But, its not gonna last long as we will be changing class every semester..

Hmm..Wats bout RP??Well, its air-con everywhere,you can call it a human freezer.They emphasise on punctuality.You can't even be late for 1 min.You can't ask for more than 4 MCs ..hmm..I hate Maths, you noe tat well and I'm learning it now plus its A-MATHS...-___-..

I'm lying if I said I dun miss ITE lyfe..ITE is so much better..I miss every single things there especially in Clementi. Aniwae, No matter wat, I hev to adapt and I nid to get into UNIVERSITY..

My clique? One person is missing and its none other than our noisy faz...

My grandpa just passed away and I lost another person...It saddens when sumtimes when you do things, your mind just flash about things you used to do it wit her..I hope she rest in peace.Though she has gone for sumtimes, she still lingers in my mind and all I cud do is pray for her. We miss you Faz and now, its left wit oni 4 of us. Life is a pain when you go away.If oni you noe fren, we broke up ..alot of things happened...I'm still upset at times though..=")

I miss you Faz..

Our favourite place in class at B2/202...Our clique fav table & we make noises out from there..

Tis pic we took on the 2nd day of orientation after we work together to bring up cheers and won the nicest t-shirt design that we ask Slay to wear..It was the beginning of our friendship..

 The outings we have & the laughter ...

The memories back then when there was no sadness..

M.L....

Helo ladies!!! Okae...Hmm...Wat can I say?? We all lepak2 one corner..I dunno,wen I tok my malay just cum out like tat....hahah!! Okae,tats wat Dee Kosh ever said in his youtube video...Hmm...At the moment, we gerls are having fun wit Karaoke only...Becoz tats our hobby I guess...But, we missing playing pool as well..I'm busy schooling and they are busy werking...So,the best time to see each other is alwaes on Fri at nyte...

Aniwae, soon we all nid to go sheesha aite or any gathering outing & share stories again..ok, so, last weekend me and ira went to Sentosa to chill awhile..so the bitches went to the beach...=)))

Here's my claim for all these years...After all these years, fren that i've known that stood there for me all awhile has changed...Criously, from a girl tat does not know how to dress up and being so untidy has makeover for herself and truthfully from my heart, over the years that i've known i am so glad that she is very pretty now. i am so hepi for her. In fact, I get stunned by her beauty now..All the best to you..Stay pretty alwaes IRA!!! ;)))

Lyfe...

 

Well, all i can sae is I'm trying to get a free tyme to spent wit all the people around me..I'm finding free tyme to spent wit my classmates, wit my gerlfrens and I'm planning for gathering wit my ITE clique and my Pri school mates..=))...

Me and Prince are back together again..As usual, we are alwaes quarrelling but we managed to pull through..needs great patience though. Well, recently, he followed me and family to Melacca for one day on a mission about my bro..We had great time and it was the first time he slept in a hotel wit my family..I love him bcoz he's patient..hmm..Well, wat can i sae? Time pulls us away..

Frens said it gud for us tat we are from same school and its easy for us to meet. But, they dunno the tight schedule,the presentation, the time is just not enuf for us to meet each other and spend tyme..Even if we spend tyme, its just for awhile.He's busy werking, sumtimes attending talk and going out wit classmates..Me busy wit preparing presentations,attending talk and going ngaji..

So, if he's busy wit his frens , then I'm starting to spend tyme wit frens and going back to my old life.. =) I'm missing hym though , everydae..

I'm not coping well in RP bcoz I did badly for my Maths and Science..My maths is atrocious.I did not expect that I actuali have to go back learning maths again..haix..Dun ask me bout tat bcoz I'm demoralised ryte now..

Well, wat can i sae bout my life ryte now? All the guys I've known before came back to remind me of the past..Though I'm giving a second thought, i still love my Prince. He was the one who came into my lyfe wen darkness surrounds my love story and I won't forget where I start my love book.

I admit he's a pain in the ass and I'm not being hypocrite of it but no matter wat, I stayed wit hym..

I knew his inside and out. Rather than i noe new guys and dunno of wat will expect of them, i wud prefer staying wit Prince..

ouh yarh, my burfdae cumg!!!! Its 31st July!! Hooray!! Hmm.. Fasting month is coming!! Hooray, wanna lose weight!!! I'm planning to make Lemon Yellow as my Baju Raya wit Prince. and maybe Blue or Red wit Family? hmm..unsure of it yet.

Well, i had great tyme mixing wit hys frens like diq and Babu..funny guys..ouh yea, as usual i hate his smoking habits...he will not change tat aniwae and it sux..

Well,here are some pictures from Malacca..

Tats me,mum and Prince..=)

Our bus when we went to Malacca..=))

Me and my elder sis..

You noe I love G-Belt...;))

ouh yea,Check it out!!! I watch Senjakala...Hero dier ZAHIRIL ADZIM...Cute ape!! mcm Ariel Peter Pan...tapi, da tunang la seyy...hahah!! Aniwae, here is his pic.

Okae, wats wit indonesia?? hmm...nie jugak pujaan ati..hahaha

So, I'm hepi that IGO won the Indonesian Idol!!! Hooray!! CUTE!! Ouh and he reminds me of Raihan,my sec 5 classmate. 

 

Cute kn??aku tahu..hehe..

okae..So, next is Rahayu..Anugerah!!! I noe she will win and I was hoping she wud win...She has the nicest voice of all..I noe it wen i went to watch Anugerah..The momeny she sang, my hair goes up and I told Baby that she can win the competition. I guess wat i said is true!! hehe..So wise of M Nasir to choose his singer..All the best.

I dun kinda favour shikin bcoz she talks alot..especially when she convincing people to vote for her..Erlina is a low profile gerl,she sang nicely but the X factor is not there yet..Ceyy,mcm phm seyy aku..aniwae, tats wat i feel oni..haha..

and yarh,tis is my classmates for this semester.

ok..so back to my life..I'm freaking bored at home now..Being a gud gerl,stayed at home on weekends..RP is so sickening..doesn't let u relax first and now we are taking UT 2..haish...Aniwae,wat can I sae..everydae is just the same thing,same routine...Haish..

Prince is at home.As usual,if he's not attached to his sofa or bed, he will be out wit Diq and Babu..

Have you ever feel of being betrayed by sumone that you love & trust so much?? Once bitten twice,tats wat they sae..Sumtimes I question myself in what way did I neglected hym?? Time,Money,Love,Care,Concern...

A lion that is being unfaithful to her queen and her prince that played his princess heart..

In my entire life, I was never dishonest to my love not yet being unfaithful. Becoz I noe Love is sumting great that goes beyond your imagination..Tats the reason why I never confessed Love to just any guy I like.If you say you love at many gerls and guys than you have yet to noe whats the meaning..

He broke many promises to me..Promises are never meant to be broken.Promises are meant for people who are trustworthy and being true to themselves.Its broken bcoz these people just enjoy ruining the werd...They can't be true to the promises they make,yet alone how to be true to themselves and the people they love??

And this is wat I've alwaes hope for..

So,recently, me and hym went for Picnic at Sentosa!! haha!! My fav place indeed..

Well, I'm just me..A simple gerl with no make up at most times..Dress comfortably...Dream unconditionally...Try her best..Smile for the sake of seeing other  people's happiness...Lack of attention,lack of care, lack of freedom and hunger for Pure Love.. Becoz Simplicity is just perfection for me..

~All these years I have been Single and I alwaes think that its ok for me...

Becoz I believe that one dae when I start to share my heart with a person, he will be the perfect one for me.

But, somehow,sumwhere,

My heart's bitten..

My dreams crushed.

* The Princess never fake her

 Love because the Eyes never Lie.

Will the smile be the same again

10 years down the road?

I'm a Kid at Heart...A Bitch with an Attitude & A Lady wit Class....

Hie Everybody....To All My Readers,I Apologise on not updating for so long...I've been busy though...Many things reali happen,Many Things Struck My LYfe....Aniwae, I'm Back!!! WEE!!!!!

School....

Hello...hee...School has ended..Tat was wat i hev waited since 2 years ago...Though it has ended,I felt i reali miss School alot...I mean u noe,the routine u've gone tru in ur daily life in ITE..Its like suddenly everything changed...I miss my frens..I  miss my teachers...I miss Sc people,I miss my dancers and of course I miss Everybody...Not forgetting Clementi...To me, CCK doesn't gave me a big impact.Clementi played a big part in my life...It was how i noe my frens...U noe u stepped into a school for the first day...the place i noe my SC family..And it was the place i fall for Prince...It was the place tat make me so hepi in my entire life though its old and boring...

School has ended & I felt so relieved wit my report & presentation..PRJ, tat is the onli module i felt i have put a lot of effort in it...Have u like seen a report so thick like a dictionary??hehe...Ms joei was impressed...I hope we did veri well for tat.PIC, we did well for all ou presentation..Just tat, I tink my last test is not well done...Haix...And my AOFA, i submitted it alreadi...U noe its like have u ever seen me so damn hardworking??hahah...tats bcoz I was the leader for my modules...And i felt i want my members to tink they aren't stupid at all...=))

Aniwae,just wish good luck for everybody who took the test...3 more days & u will see the results..And Btw, REPUBLIC POLY IS 3RD in Ranking now!!! 1st is Ngee ann, 2nd is Singapore, 3rd is RP, 4th is Temasek and 5th is Nanyang. Can't wait to take my cert...

ouh well, I'm disappointed with my class..its like i didn't noe bout the ordering of the class photo..No one told me...Aniwae, i wanted it so badly so I fork out 20 dollars to scan 8R formal & informal photo..here it is...NICE!!! I love it wen i took pics wit Baby & we shall kip for memories so tat in future we will remember our love during school days...=))

SWEET RYTE???hehehe...

M.L

Welcome back Ladies.....Thanks to Diana for reuniting us...I'm not tat gud in creating the group thingy in FB...now,I have learnt how to...haha...Tanx, u taught me at the same tyme..Aniwae, We have come back to enjoy...Nightlife, Fantasy, Guys...Well, just tat i dun follow them to club animore...I mean its like i feel its a sin...Everthough u dun drink,u still like join them n its like bersubahat thingy...So,i feel i shud avoid...I mean for Ira's burfdae in May, well i have to bcoz its her burfdae..so,kasi chance uh eh...hehe...We went to hang out, meet for karaoke sometimes...I mean do u see gerls lepak at kedai kopi??You dun ryte?? well, our gerls are on the ball for almost aniting...I love my gerls coz with them i feel i'm....well,i dunno how to describe it...Aniwae, i hope we will stay longer & may one day M.L bcame an existence for publicity..You gerls noe wat i mean..;))...Recently, We celebrated Ayn's Burfdae....Surprise!!! Hope she's hepi wit her life though her father's aren't there animore...ANiwae, after tat we went to watch SUCKER PUNCH..And they chose me as the gerl Blondie,which in tat movie is Vanessa Hudgens...=))

SUCKER PUNCH!!!!! 

And well, Congrats to us we've known for 8 years...=))

BARBEQUE WIT MY GERLS!!!!!!!!!!!!

At Ira Relative Chalet...And Huda & Eka Rosli miss the gathering...

Work.....

Well, for ur info, I'm a sentosian now..I work in admission department...$7/hr...good cash ryte..hehe...Well, just by standing,saying Hi and u noe be alert so tat ppl are safe on the plaform..I oso work as a cashier at times...So many customers attitude problem tat i have to overcome..But, I learnt it and tats a good way of practising my Service excellence skills...=))....Though its tired, I'm so hepi wit my good frens over there..They are reali fun ppl... I mean u dun hev typical minah tat ..u noe i noe...We work well together and enjoy ourselves...Well, I got a veri good xperience over there..and aniwae, i got another offer at ISETAN....hehe...Well, I'm back to my Shopaholic Lyfe..Wen i work, I'm a Shopaholic...But wen i dun, I'm a Saver...;))

Here is my freaking ugly photo on the ground..

Check tis out!!! My training for my batch as Sentosian...We got almost all the attractions free!!!Hooray!!Xcept for Universal Studios..Its not under us...

This is our training room...We ate delicious food and learn so much things.. 

Images Of Singapore...Its so fun..full of wax figures and its like haunted...=))

Tats one of our cute little supervisor, Shamiha...=))

At fort siloso...

Me, Izuanto, faisal & Shariena...

Skyride!! We took the luge as well...=))Taufiq,Juli,Me & kamarul ariffin

Kamarul is funny..he said the luge is below the skyride and tats bcoz its for us to spit at them while on the ride...-_-..

And finally, its us...We are known as Sentosian...Its our home...=)

From top, me, juli,kavitha,zul,izuanto,faisal,royston (a version of my ex-classmate,Yong qin,haha!), Uzair,shu xin, Zahin, kamarul and Taufiq...=))

NCC & SC....

Wat shall i sae for NCC??Well, its tyme i go off since my sis is taking over me...I hope she goes for CLT course...Aniwae, My hair is not up to standard so i can't...hehe...But, i reali miss Ncc...It taught me alot of tings so i can't possibly forgets tat.....Aniwae, the new batch of Ncos has just step up to take charge...I hope they will give a good example to my future cadets...

Bon VOYage!!!=))

As for SC, we just had a gathering yesterdae and its like we had great tyme bcoz we recall back the times as a student councilor....Those were the days....I miss it so much...Well, life has to go..things will change & we have to adapt to it...So,we actuali wanna plan again another outing..Well, we went sheesha-ing..and for fuck, i got sore throat but i still sheesha..guess, i'm stubborn..hehe...Imran as usual, likes to bully everyone...he's crazy,everybody noes..hehe..

sadly, sahrifah,edwin,ali and linus miss the fun..and of course the banking people,they shud join too...I miss them...Peeps, we are finally over as an SC...We did it though we almost fall at the first part wen we just take over the senior positions...aniwae, we learnt the hard way, we learnt to be independent...and of course, we miss the seniors so much!!!!!!=))

Well, pictures explain our outing..

Deputy of Projects & Chairman of House...
Projects: Missing is Chairman,Edwin & Deputy, Ali...
House: Missing is my 2 deputies, Sahrifah & Nadia...

The Well-Being people: Fierce ryte??!!hehe..

Chairman: Ashley

Deputy : Alvin

Senior Member : Haridz..

Although Haridz is just a senior, he contributes well and we have never play rank in SC...

Everyone has a say and tats sumting special in SC clementi...

Vice-President : Shakir

President : Dhurgaes

Treasurer : Rosfazillah

General Secretary: Syairah

Chairman of Publications & Communications : Shabrina

EX-Deputy who alreadi went to RP : Imran

Somemone missing!!! Its natasha,ex-Deputy...

And of course, its me...

Linus & Hisyam is not there...Well, they are the chairman & ex- Deputy of CCA..

The Princess Lyfe....

My lyfe??Are u referring to mine??!!!hehe...Well, I'm alrite...As usual, working brings my life back to being a shopaholic....So many things happen...Though i apologise sum things wasn't stated here,well i manage to get back on track...I'm thinking of taking a marityme offshore course though its risky...well,u noe me...I'm up to the challenge...Baby too planned to take tat..I just cut my freaking long hair...its damaged...Finally,after thinking,i agreed.Though its upset to cut...but, watever it takes to get my original hair...I wanna grow my hair long till my back and dye it dark blonde someday and finally perm it wit big curls...So,waiting for tat moment..

Well, my life??Atok has passed away u noe...I'm still upset...But,i hope he reunites wit Arwah nenek over there...Mum dreamt of Atok 2 times..And each dream has a meaning...my mum's siblings???All attitude change...it gets worst wen atok is no more there..

ouh btw,Mom's werkplace factory is shutting down soon..I'm worried, i hope everything gonna be fine...Baby has stop working at Soht & Bayy..I dun like the job bcoz he deals wit wine n its haram especially the salary he got,even though he dun drink..gud thing, once i dun like it, it turns out tat soht & Bayy was closed down bcoz of bankrupt and baby's now working at Mcafe...

Well, while werking, of course i miss school but its a fact i hev to accept..Ite is over...

Me & Hym?? Baby & I alwaes quarrel at times...But,both are patient....We dunwan to end our r/s like tat..Though its hurtful putting up wit hys attitude, i have to...Sumtimes i just cry...He's so busy wit work.Me??I'm working but i can commit to almost most of the things...Sometimes, honestly i wanna give up but i dun wanna ruin my lovestory book...and he said tat as well...

Remember Aideel??the guy i used to contact??The guy who i once had dreams wit?? yea, he left me stranded for 1 year...He messed up my lyfe bcoz when i try to contact other guys,no one was like hym and i cudn't bring myself to contact them longer..In the end, I gave up and i let love search for me..tat was when Baby came back into my lyfe after 6 months he was like a stranger to me...Now, Aideel came back after 1 year & is my fren at FB...

I'm not leaving Baby no matter how he sux at times...Aideel is my past...My future is baby..There's no way tat i want to leave hym...I told Baby bout it...And i'm glad he says no matter wat, he's not gonna let me go...

He wants to live wit me..He wants to marry me and start a family...Tats wat we alwaes tink and we wanted to make it cum true one day..tats bout 8 or 9 years more to go??We want to earn alot of $$$$ and live happily with a well-organised family...Tats y we dun wanna part....Make Our Dreamhouse come true...

ouh yeah, Baby And I went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS....We both wore Black...I wore hot pants??Sorie,did i say correctly??haha...well, its not tat i change...Baby said wow,how cum u wear hotpants??and i said, I make random decisions...I have split personality so i change when i want to and when i nid to...Just tat u see me simple most of the tyme.. We had real fun...We came in late and its like onli 4 hours left to play everything...So, we promise to cum back again & bring a camera!! Baby said its the first tyme he took a roller coaster...I enjoy teaching hym adventurous stuff...We saw Aunty Jo as well wit hys son and his husband...They are a loving family...She's cuming back to teach at Ite CCk in April...haix,we alreadi graduate...she's a gud teacher,she spends alot of money on us...Hope god repay her kindness...

and yea, Baby and I took the Luge & Skyride!!!...He was so afraid of heights...haha...he said his balls at throat sia...hehe...I wan hym to be adventurous like me..try many diffrent things...We bought the skyride photo as well..=))...Our one year is cuming in 12 April...Wow,tats fast..Lets last long...Aniwae,time for Pictures!!!

Charlie Chaplin...=)

How's my new hair??Nicee??

Lion ROAR!!!! And he insist on carrying my bag..

Tats Aunty JO!!!

u noe me n tis castle...we got sum link over there..yea, of course!! u noe how much i love fairytale!!!

I feel I'm tall...hahahhaha!!!

Dreaming the car is his..

and finally, its me again..We are cuming back here..=))

well,wat shud i gave to baby on our anniversary??hmm...

To Love is not an easy task...You have lots of things cuming with it...But, a good thing none of us reali wanted a break up...none of us reali initiate it...Being wit hym,is an obstacle i have to overcome & be patient...He's glad tat the did most of the first tyme thing wit me...

I am his first pillion...

The first couple ring,first couple necklace,

skyride,roller coaster...

to Sentosa, Jurong bird park,Universal studios,

so much things...

He is hooked to playing bowling..Whereas me,I love playing pool..

He said he's glad i'm the first gerl he met tat never wanna give in my virginity to any guy,not even hym although we wanted to marry one day...Ouh yeah,u guys shud hear the together song by ne yo...Whether its a longtyme or new song,ne yo is a sweet singer...Baby let me hear tat,dedicated for me..=))

I watch Red Riding Hood wit hym tat dae...It was real nice movie...He wanted to watch it so much...

Tat Little Red Riding Hood alwaes dream of living faraway with his love happily...

In the end,It came true..

Will I ever get that to come true in my lyfe??Or will there be someone tat snatches our love away??

*Everytyme You Kisses & Hugs Me,

I felt a little fear...

A fear That One Dae I might never feel tat again...