Currently,i'm werking in tamp mall seoul garden..its a tiring job especially wen u noe kid hates F&B industry..aniwae,the workers there are fun..n surprisingly,i met siti syuhaidah,my schoolmate..btw,get irritated by patrick..sumpah demi allah,mcm nk siku je kn..irritating giler..mcm phm jer bbl...so,fer tis wk i'm done..werk on tis sun 10-5pm..so tired but wen i remember my mum,it gives me strength to werk..aniwae,there's tis 1 couple n a guy went in n eat juz now..i was wiping n cleaning the table beside them fer closing tyme..then,the guy wit her gerlfren said to his fren,"i'm talking to you,n u kip looking at her...lau nk knal2 ckp jelarh..tnyer namer dier.."he kip on saying tat n the guy was blushing..haha..i tried to hold my laughter..felt uncomfortable coz he kip staring at me doing my werk...but,nvm..i'm so tired n i dun bother,kip remind myself of my purpose fer werking..supposed to werk tis sun n fri tapi my supervisor said fri,there's enuf ppl n he noes i will be tired on thurs coz ends at 5pm..so,lucky kid,onli sun..aniwae,so far had a great tyme there..
SCHOOL & SC...
Last fri,saw iylia at my bus stop..coincidentally,he took the bus frm there too..aniwae,miss his laughter n jokes..he is a very good joker..now,he's skooling in serangoon JC..how i wish my cadet officers frm my intake can gather together again...aniwae,did my role play todae wit sch uni..we nid to dress up in the actual play..i'm not sure wen is tat..hmm..did service excellence n human resource progress test..i sux so much man..still can't get it inside my head..gosh,i nid to remember it fer my exam..aniwae,bout the emceeing thing, ms joyce lim hev to draw slots of ACTUAL N RESERVED to determine me&indra n edwin&farahliyana..so,guess we r unlucky..i took the wrong slot n i got reserved...Wed's gonna be a full-dress rehearsal fer emceeing fer the SIQC thing..n FRI gonna be rehearsal fer pledge taking..aniwae,ppl,we are watching 2012 on 12 nov!!!yeah!!!hope there's still vacant seats..sat,there's pledge taking as well at ITE BB,as usual..aniwae, hey,i dun want to be called mamahouse ok..sahrifah shud be called tat..i'm kakak house..hee..btw,gotta get my clique werking on the case study..babes,i nid it by tis fri ok if possible,pls submit it..i nid to compare all our ans..skool is stressing me again tis tyme n i nid to go wit the flow if i wanna pass..shit.unfair.I'm trapped in this prison wit full of hypocrites!!!!noe who's i'm refering to??everything is unfair..nothing is sincere.sacred.
LIFE....
On last sun,went home frm werk n troz tido...too tired..wen i woke up at 9.30pm,my adek still not bck yet..i was so mad tat i called mum..mama said she dunno umairah went out..so,i called my adek n i was shouting at her on the phone.."da pukol brape nie kau blom balek2 lagi??kau lpk ngn sape nie huh??kau crk keje??ari sun keje ape yg ader??dgr2 interview ader??dari tady kau ckp kau otw alek..pasir ris jauh pe??dgr2 pasir ris pat woodlands.."....she went bck tat nyte n kne lecture wit my mum..i was so frustrated wit her wen i heard her talking rudely to my mum...she wanted to find werk bcoz she said she wan money..i told her,"mama tk kasi aku mase umo aku cm kau..kau brani eh carik keje??kau jln gi concentrate ngn studies kau dulu..kau nk 20 sebulankn,baek aku kasi kau 20 sebulan..."...tat was the onli thing i can said..i knew i needed money fer my things,fer mum,fer licence n now,added to my own sister..i knew i nid to sacrifice everything since my bro is not here..i hev to take gud care of tis family..lucky,my elder sis bleh dgr ckp..tat dae,tgh azan she want to kua rumah..i told her,"kak,lau bole pon tunggula abes azan dulu..tgh mahgrib kn."...i was shocked wen she went in bck n sat down waited the azan to finish off ....i cried wen i kip thinking all these..despite schooling,i still werk to help my family..all my frens hev relationship problems..me??all sorts of problems..but,i dun mind as long i still hev god by my side..so,tat nyte i studied till 3am in the morning despite being so exhausted by my werk..whole body was aching but still,i studied juz to make sure everything goes well..tuhan je tahu betapa penat nyer aku..and i woke up at 6am the next dae..all nyte,i kip thinking.."ya allah,kau kuatkn lah iman ku,beri kn lah aku kekuatan utk dugaan dlm hidup ini sebagaimana kau telah tabahkn hati ibuku sejak dulu lagi.."
* i'm just an ordinary gerl looking fer a shelter frm the rain n hoping the weather to shine bck again..I thank you if u are willing to share tat shelter wit me..Then,we shall watch the sunshine together...